Sergei Kourdakov, a former KGB agent and Soviet naval intelligence officer, defected from the USSR at the age of twenty. A year later we met at my Federal Government office in Washington DC. We were watched and followed. “Even you could be spy,” Sergei whispered. My book, A Rose for Sergei, is the true story of our time together.

Monday, July 21, 2025

Sergei Kourdakov – Battle for Survival

Sergei Kourdakov died mysteriously fifty-two years ago. And still…people from all over the world want to know more about him! I can absolutely understand that. Sergei’s life was anything but ordinary. He grew up in a Soviet orphanage, was recruited by the KGB, defected from the USSR, and later talked about his newly found Christian faith while he was in the United States.

When Sergei and I met at my U.S. Federal Government office in Washington, DC we were just 21 years old. We began dating, and I heard his story first hand. My book, A Rose for Sergei, is the true story of our time together. At a recent book signing I was asked by several people how Sergei survived his jump from a Soviet trawler into the frigid waters off the coast of British Columbia in Canada. My response was always the same, “Sergei’s battle for survival in the ocean was a miracle.”

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  From The Persecutor by Sergei Kourdakov, Chapter 2, Battle for Survival:              

“Slowly, ever so gradually, I could sense something strange happening. Though I had been drained of every ounce of energy, I sensed a new strength flowing into my tired arms. I felt the strong and loving arms of the living God in the water….

And, strangest of all, I could sense what general direction to take! I could sense where the shore lay. Even when the tossing waves spun me about, I could come right back to the path I somehow knew would lead to shore. I didn’t understand what was happening to me. All I knew was that my life was going to be spared.”

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The question regarding how Sergei survived his treacherous swim stayed with me long after that book event. I tried to envision that stormy night and what Sergei might have sensed as he desperately struggled to head in the right direction. Instead of putting my thoughts down on paper, I decided to paint a picture of the night Sergei Kourdakov swam toward freedom and a new life.


Sergei Kourdakov - "Survival"
Painting by K. Kidd