I
recently found a retraction notice online concerning an article about Sergei
Kourdakov and his book, The Persecutor. The article was retracted after a friend told
the author about the movie, Forgive Me,
Sergei. It’s a documentary film, therefore
it must be true. Right? Well, sometimes things are not always as they
seem. I was disheartened that the author
felt a need to retract his article. I
watched the movie, several times in fact, and I was left with more questions
than answers.
My number
one concern about the movie is that I truly believe Sergei would never have given
anyone the real names of people he knew and associated with in the Soviet
Union. And secondly, if you were
involved in unsavory activities for your government, would you name names? And if anyone asked you, let’s say a movie
producer, about said activities, would you admit to knowing anything? In a movie for everyone to see. For your government to watch. Think about it for a minute. I know what my answer would be.
If
you’ve followed my blog you understand my reaction to the movie and the retracted
article. This was the movie which
encouraged me to write A Rose for Sergei. This movie convinced me to tell a story I had
always planned to keep to myself. That
by itself is pretty revealing because I’ve never been moved to write or blog about
anything before I discovered that movie.
Sergei
Kourdakov’s book is controversial, there is no doubt about that. In my book, A Rose for Sergei, I have tried to show you what Sergei was really
like. His actions and his responses to
situations when we were together were real and were very telling. Yes, he believed he was being watched and
followed. I saw how cautious he was, always
looking over his shoulder. That is not a
story others have made up to perpetuate the myth about him.
I am
surprised, after all these years, to discover that people are so eager to
discredit Sergei Kourdakov without having known him.